Something Is Controlling Me Today

Haiz dunno wad happen to me today.. like very 'fo guan'...talk wif frens oso will end up very boring n not fun as usual...its like..today's me is not the me tat i used to be..find ppl to share about my current mood..then end up ending the conversation unexpectedly..i tell them i m not happy then they jz reply me 'haha' n say other dumb stuff...useless frens.. this kind of frens 'doh yat go mm doh, xiu yat go mm xiu'..

Talking with you really pissed me off..'yat si yat yeong' ..sometime like very nice then sometime like giving me tips tat u r trying to avoid me..i duno why but i feel like losing hope n duwan to keep trying anymore..especially today...its very unusual conversation..i think i will find out the answer soon..

boring & funny day~

wakao, ytd sleep at 2am then 2day gotto wakeup at 8am to get ready for my KPP...then around 9 smtg arrive there..need cop jari..then la..i cop ady 10times..but all fail..i was like wtf man..everyone is looking at me..mayb they felt i m an imposter or mayb i too yeng..wahahha...in d class damn sien..the lecturer was trying to be funny be end up wif lame jokes..luckily got sms wif fren during tat 5hours... when come back then chat wif my fren about tat 5hours of ceramah :

D-boy : how was it?

Me: boring
i omost felt asleep

D-boy : hahaha
biasa lo xD

Me: he try to make jokes
but end up laughing himself
no one cares his cold jokes

D-boy : HHAHAHA
nice teacher xD
but got copy down tips?
when exam?

Me: no giv leh
jz say 'arr ni penting'
tats all..then tok tok tok duno say wad u can drive to sabah n sarawak frm kelantan by baca bismilah eroman erohim( idk hw spell..)
then no one laugh except himslef

D-boy : LOL!
haha
but very stupid lo
baca doa tehn fly ar
can reach sabah ==
then aeroplane and kapal can bankrapt d
all baca doa

Me: then he ask question..all diam diam then he say 'takpe saya tanye saya jawab'..kns..he tat phrase for omost 5times man throughout tat 5hour =.=
so glad it over
then go back tat time..god help me
cos the aunty ben lai wan stop me at my taman deguardhse
de guardhse*
then i say ok la cincai i walk back
then she stop tat time..rain drop fall ady
then she say 'aiya i drive u in la'
then aftr drive me in n i inside my hse ady
rain stop
XD

D-boy : feng shui change
after june then here rain 1st
then only ur place xD

Me: wad make u so sure??

D-boy : just guess
lol
last time i here rain 1st leh

Me: cheh..oso knw u say d things cant be believed..XD

D-boy : lol
don believe la
i say u are a boy
don belive la
and tell ppl u are a girl

Me: haha
i m a MAN
xD

D-boy: haven even 21 xD

Me: lol noneed de

D-boy : pinochio
I m A BOY! A REAL BOY

Me: pinokeo

D-boy : izzit?

Me: hahaha no la..i simply type
nw cinema got 1 new detective movie..call detective ka wai
on cinema at CNY
make sure watch
i m d watak utama
no die ar..got kiss girl

D-boy : arh shut dup
ya... the dectective ka wai damn ugly and don know how investigate
been kiss by a fat ugly girl

Me: lol..make up story pulak

D-boy: haha where got
director is me xD
skrip writter oso me
xD
i follow by the actor characteristic and make character for that movie

Me: ohh..ur tat one is detective kah wai..not detective ka wai....detective kah wai will be on cinema next year cny la..not tis year cny..aiyooo

D-boy: nonono
i hire u 1
u are the actor for detective ka wai

Me: no rmbr gt such things lo

D-boy: because b4 the movie out
got ppl complain y use ugly people xD
then i find a person more leng zai
call kah wai xD

Me: ouh i knw ady..cos u wan become director of detective ka wai so much..but u lost to my current director..so u so fedup n cr8 a new movie call detective kah wai..then u keep on dream u become detective ka wai's director..haih..

D-boy : lol
ok lo~ u win :p

A New Chapter Of My Life

10th Jan
started my college life on monday, 10th jan..keke..arrive at college 1 hr earlier..wahaha..then saw lots of ppl having fun chit chating..waa..like so syok..mayb 1 day can be like them^^..then sit alone n read my KPP..when time comes..i go to daftar my name n go to theatre room..by the time i go in..it is so full..so i simply find a place to sit..n this is hw i met my 1st college fren..who sit beside me in theatre room..aftr tat listen to lecturer giving their speaches until 12pm..then i go out for lunch wif my new frens at mcD..aftr tat went bck to the room n listen to the lecturers tok again..haiz..

11th Jan
again..i arrive 1 hr early xD..so read the KPP 1st..n then meet my fren n we go in class together..met few more new frens on this day ^^..d 1st day is kinda great..cos all of us are new n they were like duno wad topic to chat..but luckily, i m a person who knws hw to cr8 topic..so its nt boring aftr all...during study skill lesson..my class consist of 17girls n 6boys..(i secretly count xD)..syok dao..then the lecturer ask us to get phone number frm few ppl in out class..haha then i grab this opportunity n ask girl hp.no..i actually wanted to get all..but when taking half way..d lecturer say 'ahh see..everyone ady sit down but u stil asking for girl hp.no'...ps dao ><

12th Jan
same thing happens, i arrive 1hr early xD...so same thing happens again..read my KPP..n then i saw yee munn n chat wif her for awhile while waiting the time for our lesson to begin..meet new frens again ^^..today started to feel like HELP is a new home for me..passby frens jao greet them..all very kind n friendly.. i like them very much =D

13th Jan
okok..today arrive 1hr early..AGAIN..then sit alone n read my KPP AGAIN..then few frens passby n greet me ^^..very nice ler them..make some new frens again today..then chat lots of stuff wif them..blah blah blah..freaking tired..arrive home at 7pm..haizzz

14th Jan
yeah!! friday..syok ar..this day i can go bck at 12pm..hehe ..today, i arrive college 50mins earlier..then buy those text books frm senior wif half price =D..i like to bargain wif ppl..aftr 12pm..i wait my mum to fetch me home..i use this time to accompany my fren walk here walk there to find out more about the area in my college..there's lots of food to eat...kfc, mcD, secret recipi, starbucks, GIANT, mamak stall..fulamak..many choice la..=D


ohhyea, this is to my secondary skul frens...some of u say tat u are envy of my current life..alrite let me tell u this..u will experience this too ok..its jz d matter of time..while some of u say tat u are afraid me forget about u guys when i hv new frens..haih..idk why u will think like tat..jz wana let u all to knw tat..we hv alot of great n memorable memories together when we were in secondary skul..i will nvr forget u guys or abandon u guys..''those who abandon their mission are known as scum, but for those who abandon their friends are worst than scum''..therefore dun worry..u guys will forever in my heart..u guys can find me go out anytime as long as i m free ^^

3 in 1 =)

29 dec
today is the day where i wana go the mines to buy my sneaker..in the past few days, i went to timesquare n found out tat the shoes available doesnt match with the shoe i wanted in my mind..i duno is i bad luck or wad, those shoes tat i like is either NO STOCK or NO SIZE =.=''...therefore i decide to go themines to check out the shoes..

So, the mighty EDWIN n his 2 butler(wenxiang n derrick aka al-batanni..xD) set off their journey at 11am..we at 1st duno hw to go ...we are tinking whether we want to take bus or take taxi go jusco then oni take bus or take taxi str8 go themines..haha...so we walk to my skul front gate wait bus..guess what?? we waited about half an hour..there's no bus available..so..we walk to carrefour..yes..walk..sambil walk sambil see got taxi onot..we are oso very badluck..the taxi is either occupied by ppl or that driver dint see me waving my hand -.-...so we finally arrive at carrefour n take a taxi frm there to themines..rm10.30..that driver bukak his tingkap n make my cool hair become damn messy..thx alot...DRIVER

we stop at opposite of themines and we walk to themines..veryvery chillin inside there..then my 2 butler say they wana watch movie..as a master, i agree with them..b4 tat..we walk few rounds at themines, then we go to the movie counter..not many great movies available..so we decided to watch 'gulliver's travels'..b4 tat..we go to the foodcourt n eat our lunch..aftr tat got 1 hour left b4 the movie start , so we walk walk walk walk walk walk n finally we go into the cinema..n we were late..the movie has started..GREAT...the movie was quite good..a comedy movie..but not as funny as i thought it would be..

during movie time..i couldnt focus ...thx to 2 ppl in d cinema:
1) there's a young girl sit beside me keep on shout and shout..like kena molest =.=..shout until i couldnt concentrate ==
2) there's a kid running around in the cinema...n his mom/dad/sis/bro/cousin..i duno who is tat person to d kid..cos its too dark..keep on shouting 'AUSTIN!! AUSTIN!! AUSTIN!!'..damn man!! we are watching a movie n u think tis is a playground??

Aftr movie..i bought my sneaker which hv my name on it!!! it actually cost rm99..but tat guy see me so lengzai then gimme 10% diskaun..so i pay rm89 oni..xD..aftr that..we take bus back to jusco..n walk at jusco for few rounds n meet my fren OOI at jusco..tok for awhile then we go back

OK here is the best part..we did a so call 'marathon' on the way back home..actually we decide to take bus go home..who knows..the bus dint come..so the mighty EDWIN suggest that we should walk to carrefour n take taxi home..but his butlers say tat its a waste of money..'walk to carrefour better jz walk back home'..then we WALK BACK HOME FROM JUSCO TO TAMAN MINANG RIA 2!!!!..great exercise..n pls dun blame me for today xD..u guys wanted to walk wan ar..hahaha..al-batanni did call his dad to come out to fetch us...but his dad duwan to come out..so we walk home lor..when we are at d guardhouse of my taman..guess wad..his dad is riding a bicycle happy pass us n smile to us..HAHA..n batanni's expression was like '' err..wtf?''...haha


30 dec
nothing much today..jz stay home n watch my anime, fb,chat wif frens.. when 7.20pm arrives..i walk to ABC to celebrate my fren jasper belated bday..he brought cake for me n my 2 butler(wenxiang n al-batanni)...we arrive at ABC as promise at 7.30..n guess wad..jasper late arrive cos of his dad late come back ...we waited for half n hour ...i chat wif my butlers alot of stuff.....tada!! surprise!! jasper arrive at 8pm..yes ..8pm..so we went to abc n eat the cake..its very delicious..aftr tat chat for awhile..then walk bck home wif al-batanni

arrive home at 9pm..eat my dinner while on9 chat wif frens..this is the so call most bz time ever in this year...i chat wif 1 fren..suddenly another come find me chat..then another come then again then again..i was like chating wif 6 ppl at the same time..i actually wana take my bath aftr dinner..so i delay awhile..i told them that i need to afk ..aftr my lengzai bath..chat wif them again..den felt very boring..so play a game at fb which is inbox a secret number then need to post smtg about them..aftr ply tat game..WTF! i was like a business man u knw..aftr done 1 then another come..then another come..-.-''..thank god it finally stop..chat wif few ppl which i jz known them..then go to bed at 1am..sleep at 2.30am..pro?? haha

31dec
konochiwa!! today is new year eve!!!..how are u guys gona celebrate it ar?? wif ur love ones or frens or family or alone or wif fb ar??i m going to my fren hse ltr to bbq +countdown..lets hope its a fun event!!woii, i duwan wait half an hour again ar...

saw my fren so call 'private blog' today..haiz..jz wana tell u that u stil hv ur frens beside u, supporting u.. no matter what happens ...every person on earth sure will hv their own failures...most important is that u stand back up exactly frm the same spot where u fell down..'IF YOU FALL DOWN, JUST GET BACK UP'..i knw ur eng is damn weak n might not understand i m trying to tell u..xD..but anyway..jz enjoy ur life b4 going to NS..lets take photo when u come bck..XD

Alot 1st Time

wad day is today?? ...today is tired day...i slept at 2am ytd..wake up at 7.20am..thx to a guy call kaiyin ask me teman him go ply badminton at pudu...once we arrive at d building..d elevator is not functioning and tada!!! we need to walk 6 floor oni can reach the court...aftr we walk until d 6th floor..we found out tat d door is close..n we see a notice tat badminton is in d 7th floor..so we go up..once we arrive..KANASAI..d badminton court is at the 6th floor..so we go back down..n open d door..so we walk ady 8 floor..


First Time 8am take bus go out
First Time take lrt at 9am
First Time walk 8 floor of stairs
First Time go to MBS school
First Time ply badminton at pudu
First Time walk at street with whole body oso sweat n tired
First Time go MBS toilet take bath
First Time see got skul d toilet got fan..pro
First Time my phone touch everywhere oso no function

My hp spoil again..this time i touch my phone no function..i jz receive a sms..n now great i couldnt read it..gotto go fix it ltr..

I'm jz not good enough

SPM finally over..i can relax for about 14more days start frm today until d day i need to go for NS..i reli hope tat place is a good place wif no hv gangster la

I heard some ppl say b4 tat if they can become me for atleast 1day..1day will be great for them..i was realy happy for having ppl say tat to me..but again, am i really tat great? ppl would think tat i hv a good looking face, live in 3story hse, parents do not nag at me, i can face the comp for a whole day,i m good in studies...but to be honest, it is best to not become me..not even 1 day..i m actually not tat good in ur thoughts, almost everyone around me especially my frens, are hving relationship probs...n they would like to ask me how to solve it,wad to do, wad not to do...i do hv my failures too..mayb even more than u all if we compare it..

Once i open my facebook home page, i saw smtg really break my heart into pieces..at 1st i tot wad i saw wrong..but then it is real, i was stunned for a few minutes..my brain is totally blank..then i laugh at myself..why would i put so much hope on her?? i told her b4 tat i would wait her since d last time she reject me n i tot i might get d chance..she told me tat she is sorry for giving me high hopes n expectation..i felt silly everytime someone say that to me..

Ngoh hai mai hou soh ar??

It has been a while

so long no blog ady...cos of my spm..i hv ady finish 8/9 of my subjects..i stil hv to wait for a week more for my last paper which is ekonomi asas..start at aftrnoon end at evening ==''..gona start revising it lurr~ b4 its too late..

today i saw a clip..its about a boy who likes a girl, but d girl stil couldnt forget her ex..well, this boy is having his big test too..n its around d corner..he shift to his lover d skul so tat they can know each other more..n fate cause them to be in d same class..as well as her ex..the school is very nice, when u wanna leave the skul..u can leave..WHENEVER YOU WANT..

1day, when the addmath teacher is teaching, all d ppl needs to gather around n sit on the floor..so they did..but then..the boy knws tat d girl tat he likes..really likes her ex..for some reason..soon, he saw his lover approach her ex n the boy tries to hear wad they are saying..the girl ask whether her ex would accompany her to go out right away..all the people around is calling her ex to agree n then her ex agreed, so they go out together..the boy's heart is like broken into pieces cos he knew that they hv a big chance to be back together..once they left the classroom..that boy quickly chases them..but he go the other way to sneak on them..he keep on run, run and run and when he arrives to the skul gate..he saw them leaving together..

the boy is very sad n hopes that this is jz a dream..but its so real..which means its not a dream..so he slowly walk back to his class..everyone on his way is looking at his sad face..he try his best to nt look sad when he enter his class.. once he gone back to his class..the science teacher is teaching..n d teacher is giving their trial results...tat boy got an A n is the highest among all ppl in his class..everyone claps their hand..but he dint felt happy at all.

then he felt wierd..some of his classmate look familiar to him..he dint even notice that his former skul frens were in the class too..then suddenly..he felt tat the classroom suddenly so shiny..too bright until he is forced to closed his eyes..when he open back..he is on his bed..he is glad since tat is jz a dream..