Something Is Controlling Me Today

Haiz dunno wad happen to me today.. like very 'fo guan'...talk wif frens oso will end up very boring n not fun as usual...its like..today's me is not the me tat i used to be..find ppl to share about my current mood..then end up ending the conversation unexpectedly..i tell them i m not happy then they jz reply me 'haha' n say other dumb stuff...useless frens.. this kind of frens 'doh yat go mm doh, xiu yat go mm xiu'..

Talking with you really pissed me off..'yat si yat yeong' ..sometime like very nice then sometime like giving me tips tat u r trying to avoid me..i duno why but i feel like losing hope n duwan to keep trying anymore..especially today...its very unusual conversation..i think i will find out the answer soon..