Haih..So Sad Now

today is one of the worst day of my life...bad things keep on happening to me n i duno when it will stop...haih...

1st of all..i stil havent get my addmath projek n it need to be passed up aftr cuti...eh hello..i oso duno i do which chaptr n hw to do..sure no marks la..thanks to PN.FARIDAH yet again la..tats y today i go skul for d program YES...i go there so little ppl ..like a wanted skul like tat..then go bilik guru..KOSONG PUNYA..no teacher there n all lights are off..tat time 8.10am u know..then me n tan go my class..mayb tat teacher there leh..oso duno hv...so i decide to go back home at 8.20am..waste my time n energy to wake up early in the morning...

2nd is..when come back home..cant bukak my pc..shit la..its been like tat for few weeks..when on suis..my cpu got light on light off..'sim har sim har' like tat..then press then 'on' button no function..hv to wait 30min+ oni can start ..haih...waste my time..AGAIN..who know wads d prob n solution pls do tell me ar..thx.

3rd thing is..haih...this is most sad of all thing..i tok to her jz nw..den duno y i start to hv those hatred around me..mayb watch too much movie or drama which are kinda related to me n her..then reply her in ways which are nt polite ( not bad words la..i dun say bad word to girl wan nomatter hw mad i m)..then she oso like nt happy ady..n ask me still mad at her onot n still treat her as my fren onot...haih...then i keep on asking her opinion this n tat jz tat i wana know her thoughts about this problem..den i tell her tat i still hate her n sumtimes take her as my fren n sometimes not..then she ask me whether she menyampah onot n i say sometimes...until here oso not sad de for me..

haih...aftr that leh..i ask her to to say y she felt sad..then she told me la..then i felt sad aftr tat time..really regret to see wad she typed..my mood b4 this oso stable n aftr saw wad she thought of this problem..str8 fall down my mood..then she give me 2 choice to end this problem based on her thoughts..1nd is i continue hate her n there will be a clean n neat line between me n her..mean like i dun care her she dun care me anymore la..2nd is ask me to forgive n forget..n we are still frens wif true heart...i really duno which to choose cos i scare i would regret..this could be the biggest choice of my lifetime i hv ever choose..so i decide not to choose anyone of it cos i duwan it to end jz like this..i expect more...

then she told me to make a conclusion about this..n i really duno wad to do..so i jz tell her she will know in the future..then she told me she make her own conclusion ady n refuse to tell me..ok lor..so obvious wad her conclusion is..haih..really moody n sad now..ok ler..i duwan say anymore ler..